I hit "Publish Post" about 2 hours ago on my previous entry and since then I have been reading someone else’s blog. This blog is about a man, a father that lost his 5-year-old little boy to cancer. It is horrible. I have a knot in my stomach that won't go away. I have a headache from crying.
All I can think about is my last post and how frustrated I have been the past few days. I'm such an idiot. Really and truly, I'm a bonfide dumb ass.
What a reality check!
I want to go wake them up from their nap so I can love on them. I want to hold them. I want to kiss and hug them. I want to feel their weight on me.
Because the bottom line is that my life can't exist without them. I have trouble breathing when I even think about it.
Thank you, God, for my two precious, healthy children!
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